I dont think im lesbian?

well i dont get attracted to any gurls except dis one gurl my bmfffl (best mother ****** friend for life)we always joke around like were bout to kiss be we juss back out nd laugh were always close to each other like dat we even shower together (wit bra nd panties) but sometimes i wish we wernt wearing anything nd i wanna kiss her but i know shes not les cuz she talk about how her old bfs turned out to be bi nd they tried stuff on her nd she didnt like but i dont wanna turn out to be another one of hers friend dat want to kiss her