I am SO Mad. Why do I like him. Please give me some advice!!?

*sigh* A few months ago I was once in the same boat as you are my friend, except I'm a guy who liked this girl. I feel your pain and I can say I know exactly how you feel and what your going through. Love does stink and yes love does hurt when your trying to hide how you really feel inside because you don't know how that person is going to react. I bet there are also times where you just wanted to burst out and tell him how you feel when you two are alone hanging out. My situation ended for the worst though when she (The girl that I had a huge amount of feelings for) out of the blue wanted to ask me out, me a the the time having personal issues that no one knew about, was being a dick just walked away before she got a chance to finish her question. I found out about this a few minutes later when her friends called me an *** and how they should slap me down. Part of me regrets my actions that day, but part of me can't blame myself since I had allot of things on my mind. To end the story I quit my job where we both worked without telling her and everyone I worked with told me she did the same a few days later. My advice to you is if you like him go for it, if it kills you inside that much it just means his someone special. Don't let the opportunity to be happy with someone you want/like pass you buy, because in times like these you only get one shot. Everyone always complains that they cannot find there one and only but for you, you never know, maybe this is yours. You might get embarrassed doing it but at the end of the day your not going to look back like what I did and say "What if?" do what I couldn't do due to personal circumstances and just take a chance at love.